August 30, 2006

The Betrayal




Alas...It has happened again...making friends has always taken me long but losing them in a split second?

Many a times we sit down to find like-minded partners who can fill in the void of becoming a soulmate.However it is also so easy to get trapped in this vicious circle.All those flowery musings, the mush and the beautiful words create nothing but a bubble which bursts so painfully.And when the tide subsides, what is left is nothing but bitterness and the debris of a broken relationship.

Life must go on they say..but has it always been easy to move on ??? No I would not agree.Here in this heartless world of the Internet, when we do find somebody like-minded enough, we tend to cling on. And when the feelings are reciprocated, then things can also get murky. Has it always been so difficult to let go of someone whom one tends to admire?

I m finding it increasingly difficult today to blog this feeling which I m left with.
An emptiness and a void created by none other than someone whom I had started to cling onto.
The storm has subsided but what has it left behind ? Nothing for me to gather.
Left behind are pieces of life and memories of priceless moments shared with love. Pieces of a time gone by, parts of my life which I may never be able to get back.
Nyway, the feeling is mellow and the mood sombre.
However I must move on...open myself to the pain and the hurt again...

1 comments:

grouille said...

grouille a dit…
where do you come from, where do you live? In what sort of software you like working? Me i like to work on drawing of corse and the all Adobe software. Photoshop Illustrator and what ever...
I like too the soft xware to make animation like Flash. I like making films. But It's juste for fun.
Taking about you a little bit....

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