Unspoken Loneliness

Yesterday,while seeing "The Bridges of Madison County" she cried.This was serious melodrama coming from an annotated person like her.
She had become very much immune to the humdrum of human relationships and emotions played out on daily soaps on the Idiot Box.
It has taken her really very long to realize that she had a heart too.That she could also cry;And that something as trivial as an illicit romance can get her thinktank working.

Eastwood and Meryl Streep were phenomenal in their charecterisation of the dejected lovers, who strive not to cross the hard line between the harsh reality of life and the unspoken feelings which harbour in this miniscule organ called as the heart !

Yeah, the seven year itch had been gnawing at her too.She Was feeling morose and pondering over thoughts which as a hypocrite may not sound fair enough;But to her they were special.They were helping her to understand her own self, and helping her grow as an individual.

At the end of the day, with the daily chores of the day done with, She was really left quite empty and drained both in the mind and spirit.
Life had offered a striking array of choices, but what about what she wanted? Going by the norms and sticking to rules and regulations of relationships was always difficult for Maverick.

Human relationships and bonding was more binding for her free spirit which silently yearned to break-free and soar high.

After ages, she was romancing herself.Sitting confident with her realisation of the inner self.Today she was a woman completely at ease with her sexuality.She no longer craved for anything else.

But then as they rightly said "Love doesn't need a reason" and She fell through the trap once again !
Maybe as an answer to her Unspoken Loneliness ,she found respite in the unknown...